Right now I'm the Sheraton Hotel in Phoenix.
Tomorrow I go to MEPS to take some final tests, and then I am off to the airport.
I will fly to Great Lakes, and take a bus to the boot camp facilities.

I'm so excited, but not that nervous. I think I'll be more nervous tomorrow, when I'm on the plane and on the bus. I guess it still doesn't feel all that real yet?

Here's a promise to myself: When I get out, I will work on Starlit, and only Starlit. I will wait to publish any new stories (Well, maybe a few oneshots) until Starlit is complete. Nessie and Leah deserve that much!

Though I do have an idea for a T7S's story. Okay, I'll write Starlit, and the sequel to Born to Lose, and that's it. And maybe I'll start on Tips and Tricks (my idea) but I won't publish it until Starlit is complete.

Ohai, inspiration!

iSnowfight
rating: K+
pairings: Seddie :D some Criffin, too, because how cute are they?
summary: It’s a snow day, and Sam and Freddie are up to their usual antics at the park. Short but sweet.
author's note: I'm on an iCarly kick! Here's a fun fact for you guys: it's three in the morning, and there are helicopters flying around my apartment complex so I can't sleep. Who benefits? My readers, of course! Ahaha. Anyway, review, please? I love reviews, they keep me going in the mornings. Well, reviews and coffee. (:
disclaimer: I own nothing, nothing I say!

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I like a certain somebody, but they're with someone else.

I'm sad because I missed my chance with that certain somebody because I didn't realize my feelings.

I'm scared about leaving in February for basic training.

I'm worried about my future.

I hate the [ex] because he won't leave me alone. Fucking stalker.

I want somebody to love me. I'm scared nobody will.

I'm worried about FDF, and scared I'll be the reason if we don't place.

What makes me happy right now is that two of my favorite actresses, Mila Kunis and Amanda Seyfried, are basically on the verge of super-stardom right now. :DDD And coincidentally, both have three movies either soon to be released or in production.


Notable roles: Jackie in That 70's Show, Rachel in Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Mona Sax in Max Payne, Cindy in Extract
Upcoming roles: Solara in The Book of Eli, Lilly in Black Swan, and a currently unnamed role in Date Night


Notable roles: Karen in Mean Girls, Lilly in Veronica Mars, Sarah in Big Love, Sophie in Mamma Mia!, 'Needy' in Jennifer's Body
Upcoming roles: Savannah in Dear John, Sophie in Letters to Juliet, Hester in A Woman of No Importance

recent pictures of the girl behind the journal (ha, like anyone cares):

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I fucking hate sexist crap like this.

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found here: http://tucson.craigslist.org/m4w/1487471675.html

And I bet this asshole is sitting at home, wondering why he can't get a date and why women don't like him. :/

Starlit
Story summary: AU set after BD. What if Jacob didn’t imprint on Renesmee? What if, instead, a certain moody female werewolf did? Leah/Renesmee, canon pairings.
Author’s note/disclaimer: Yeah, last chapter was super short. This one will be much longer, promise. This chapter starts more than six years after the confrontation with the Volturi. Renesmee has finally stopped aging. She now has the appearance of a seventeen/eighteen year old, and the mindset of an adult.

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Starlit
Story summary: AU, set after BD. What if Jacob didn’t imprint on Renesmee? What if, instead, a certain moody female werewolf did?
Author’s note/disclaimer: I own nothing, except perhaps the idea of Leah imprinting on Renesmee. On a side note, in research for this, I reread the part of BD where Bella gives birth, and oh my God. I can’t wait to see how they handle it for the movie.Prologue – Jacob’s POV
Super short, but the next chapter is rather long. Just wanted to change this scene, so the story flows better. The first two lines are taken directly from the novel.

That's a tough one. I think I would just trust my friend's judgment, though, since she is the one in the relationship and knows more about the situation to me.
Unless I was privy to something she didn't know, like I'd seen or heard about something bad he did, or if he had a history of that kind of behavior and she was too in love to realize his assholes ways.

Christmas, probably. I love decorating, and wrapping and giving gifts (and receiving them of course), and just the feeling of happiness that permeates the holiday season.

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1) monogram E pillowcase
2) True Blood season 1 + 2
3) 'The Basic Eight' by Daniel Handler
4) The Outlaw on DVD
5) Ugg Classic Cardy boots
6) Lady Gaga's 'The Fame Monster' [deluxe editon!]
7) new iPod + Heartbeat earphones
8) disco ball!
9) livejournal paid account
10) cash :p

Um!
I want a paid account, so I can upload more avatars icons! And so I can take part in the other specials features of paid accounts, of course.
I need to more active on lj, too. I need to participate more in the communities I'm in. Otherwise it's a little silly to get a paid account. Haha :)

Oy, can't wait 'til I get a job.

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. You can't use the artist I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!

Pick Your Artist: Panic! At The Disco

( it's time to dance! )